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Defeated… January 6, 2007

Posted by jyu in Uncategorized.

Loneliness and emptyness overwhelmed the body.  Laying on the couch, feel like the whole body was sucking out of power.  Feel so abandoned.  Doesn’t even have any power left to get up at all.  Trying to go to sleep, but couldn’t.  The brain is getting out of control with images flashing, images of loved ones drifting away, leaving and passing away, one by one, little by little… sucking more power away from the body.  Hurting from having to let go.  Tears just couldn’t stop running out.  It really hurts to have to let go.  Hoping to stop the tears until the darkness takes over…

What’s wrong with me?



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